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 12:47 | 18/Apr/2007 | 24 Comment(s)
sm crazy thoughts

   U know ur sheer indiffernce
    the way u tend to take things
 the way u treat me as u feel
makes me..actually...doubt myself

how could I b so foolish
how could i b so..innocent
i failed to possibly see
what u had in ur mind
what games u were actually...upto

but u know what.......
thos lil moments of bliss
those lil words of kindness
those whisprings...that u did
though they wernt honest...
as now i realise.....

but still..they made my heart glow
jus mke me realise how crazy i'v bn
yeah may b i 've gone insane
even after seeing through things
jus ignoring them..n declining
n still..enjoying this facade dream
created ..by those lil mesemerising moments
spent with you....

but u know what....no matter
how hurt I am..how weak i may feel
I m never gonna giv in ....
coz there r sm lessons..that
life tends to teach the hard way

M gonna take everythin in stride
 gud that everythi happened the way
atleast my platter is full with varied shades
of gud n the bad.....n wont commit
any such blunder...of stupidly
giving in to somebody....whos
bn n age old player of this game....
n me jus another game in his ride....

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 16:08 | 12/Apr/2007 | 22 Comment(s)
sm more thoughts

  Why is it always
 me wanting you 
searching for you 
amidst the crowds
ears yearning for
that reverberating voice
spending nights .....
gazing at sky
thinking thousands thoughts
in a blink of n eye
weaving dreams...n fantasies
which will never actualise
yet the sheer pleasure
of u being its part...
 is all i mind .....
why is it always
from my side....
why dont i get to listen
all these things ...
from your side ..
at times it makes me
jus curse my heart
why it beats for a person..
for whom..m not even
that much worthwhile

 

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 17:16 | 28/Mar/2007 | 19 Comment(s)
few random thoughts

                      Jus when I thought
                  I need to move on
                  put back things
                  as once they were
                  rearrange my life
                  post the tornado
                  of you visiting
                  my lonely life
                  creating ripples
                  stirring emotions
                  which lay till date
                    sleeping inside  
                  jus as i tried to
                  to collect myself
                  restrain..n refrain
                  from..something 
                 sovolatile n sparking as u
                 ur killing smile...
                 those twinkling eyes
                 those whispering nothings
                 that stirring voice
                 that unforgettable touch
                 just entwined ......
                tighter n tighter....
                in its strong hold
                not letting me go off
                n me too surrendering
               to it as if......was silently
               wishing....i never had to
               forsake it n make it my own
               though fancy not reality...
               yet so sweet.....felt like relishing
               every bit of it..........................
.              pray hard  that this entwine
              never loosens ever....n it grows 
              stronger forever n ever.............    

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 16:27 | 28/Mar/2007 | 11 Comment(s)
random thoughts

             Was earlier too living without u
           dont know when n how............
            you came n merged with me...
            things changed perspectives..too
            a rezendevous with a stranger 
            metamorphosed into..an intense relation
..          a strong bond a deep understanding
             but ironically...with no worldly name..
             Yet the beauty,the charisma the enigma
              the fatal attraction,the ecstacy,the vibrancy
               lives on...within you.....within me............
                jus some invisible force....binding..both of us..
               no matter how hard we try...n pull off from it
                jus collapse back...with a stronger intensity
               left things in hands of destiny.....me no more
               any one to decide...if it has bought us
                together at this crossroads ......
                lets see..what it holds for  us in future........
                still pray that sweetness of this bond.....
                never gets adulterated with expectations
                blame games..jealousy..n scorn...............
                 n both of us stay connectd through this
                 invisible bond for times to come.......................

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