http://simran78.rediffiland.com/Diary of simran kumaren-us U know ur sheer indiffernce
the way u tend to take things
the way u treat me as u feel
makes me..actually...doubt myself

how could I b so foolish
how could i b so..innocent
i failed to possibly see
what u had in ur mind
what games u were actually...upto

but u know what.......
thos lil moments of bliss
those lil words of kindness
those whisprings...that u did
though they wernt honest...
as now i realise.....

but still..they made my heart glow
jus mke me realise how crazy i'v bn
yeah may b i 've gone insane
even after seeing through things
jus ignoring them..n declining
n still..enjoying this facade dream
created ..by those lil mesemerising moments
spent with you....

but u know what....no matter
how hurt I am..how weak i may feel
I m never gonna giv in ....
coz there r sm lessons..that
life tends to teach the hard way

M gonna take everythin in stride
gud that everythi happened the way
atleast my platter is full with varied shades
of gud n the bad.....n wont commit
any such blunder...of stupidly
giving in to somebody....whos
bn n age old player of this game....
n me jus another game in his ride....]]>Wed, 18 Apr 2007 12:47:21 +0530http://simran78.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/04/18/sm-crazy.html Why is it always
me wanting you
searching for you
amidst the crowds
ears yearning for
that reverberating voice
spending nights .....
gazing at sky
thinking thousands thoughts
in a blink of n eye
weaving dreams...n fantasies
which will never actualise
yet the sheer pleasure
of u being its part...
is all i mind .....
why is it always
from my side....
why dont i get to listen
all these things ...
from your side ..
at times it makes me
jus curse my heart
why it beats for a person..
for whom..m not even
that much worthwhile

]]>Thu, 12 Apr 2007 16:08:45 +0530http://simran78.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/04/12/sm-more.htmlJus when I thought
I need to move on
put back things
as once they were
rearrange my life
post the tornado
of you visiting
my lonely life
creating ripples
stirring emotions
which lay till date
sleeping inside
jus as i tried to
to collect myself
restrain..n refrain
from..something
sovolatile n sparking as u
ur killing smile...
those twinkling eyes
those whispering nothings
that stirring voice
that unforgettable touch
just entwined ......
tighter n tighter....
in its strong hold
not letting me go off
n me too surrendering
to it as if......was silently
wishing....i never had to
forsake it n make it my own
though fancy not reality...
yet so sweet.....felt like relishing
every bit of it..........................
. pray hard that this entwine
never loosens ever....n it grows
stronger forever n ever............. ]]>Wed, 28 Mar 2007 17:16:49 +0530http://simran78.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/03/28/few-random.htmlWas earlier too living without u
dont know when n how............
you came n merged with me...
things changed perspectives..too
a rezendevous with a stranger
metamorphosed into..an intense relation
.. a strong bond a deep understanding
but ironically...with no worldly name..
Yet the beauty,the charisma the enigma
the fatal attraction,the ecstacy,the vibrancy
lives on...within you.....within me............
jus some invisible force....binding..both of us..
no matter how hard we try...n pull off from it
jus collapse back...with a stronger intensity
left things in hands of destiny.....me no more
any one to decide...if it has bought us
together at this crossroads ......
lets see..what it holds for us in future........
still pray that sweetness of this bond.....
never gets adulterated with expectations
blame games..jealousy..n scorn...............
n both of us stay connectd through this
invisible bond for times to come.......................]]>Wed, 28 Mar 2007 16:27:21 +0530http://simran78.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/03/28/random.html