U know ur sheer indiffernce
    the way u tend to take things
 the way u treat me as u feel
makes me..actually...doubt myself

how could I b so foolish
how could i b so..innocent
i failed to possibly see
what u had in ur mind
what games u were actually...upto

but u know what.......
thos lil moments of bliss
those lil words of kindness
those whisprings...that u did
though they wernt honest...
as now i realise.....

but still..they made my heart glow
jus mke me realise how crazy i'v bn
yeah may b i 've gone insane
even after seeing through things
jus ignoring them..n declining
n still..enjoying this facade dream
created ..by those lil mesemerising moments
spent with you....

but u know what....no matter
how hurt I am..how weak i may feel
I m never gonna giv in ....
coz there r sm lessons..that
life tends to teach the hard way

M gonna take everythin in stride
 gud that everythi happened the way
atleast my platter is full with varied shades
of gud n the bad.....n wont commit
any such blunder...of stupidly
giving in to somebody....whos
bn n age old player of this game....
n me jus another game in his ride....